WOW! The scale is mean...

Whew! When you add it all up, it really looks bad... 50lbs to loose!!! WHERE did it all come from!?! Especially since, I haven't had any children yet. Should I admit that I gained it all simply by eating? Or wait, was it stress? Yes, absolutely! That's where it came from... right?  Ha! I wish it was that simple. Because after the stress was gone, I ate because I was happy. And after that, I just ate because I was bored! [ lets face it, food loves me and I love food ] 

Sometimes I look in the mirror and think..."hey not too shabby!"

Do you ever do that?

[ Sure I have pudge here and there. But whoever said back rolls weren't in? ]

Then I see a picture of myself and I don't like what I see!! Do I really look like that in everyone else's eyes? My heart sinks and at that moment I am determined to loose weight! But then a week into it, my will power goes out the window :( I wish that feeling would stay until I reached my goal.

So when is enough, actually enough?

~Because lets face it, What do I have to loose? Nothing! That's my mindset right now.  I have nothing to loose, and everything to gain...Except that is backwards! You know what I mean ;)

Which diet haven't I done!

HAHA! Again with the HCG, OR how about another cleanse... I think I will do weight watchers, no actually a low carb, high protein...Maybe I will just starve for a week and gorge the next! This is what my diet seems to be like! Resolution of 2012 was to just to loose all of my weight in the first two weeks and if I couldn't accomplish this {which I didn't mind you} then to give up entirely!

So I am going to write on here. I am going to blog / diet / reach my goal, blogging!

I started last Monday {on a 500 cal hcg} lost 11 lbs. But have gained 3 lbs back, due to eating something besides chicken and lettuce! So we decided to just stick with our weight watchers and loose 2 lbs a week, work out :)

I will keep you update...daily!!!