WOW! The scale is mean...

Whew! When you add it all up, it really looks bad... 50lbs to loose!!! WHERE did it all come from!?! Especially since, I haven't had any children yet. Should I admit that I gained it all simply by eating? Or wait, was it stress? Yes, absolutely! That's where it came from... right?  Ha! I wish it was that simple. Because after the stress was gone, I ate because I was happy. And after that, I just ate because I was bored! [ lets face it, food loves me and I love food ] 

Sometimes I look in the mirror and think..."hey not too shabby!"

Do you ever do that?

[ Sure I have pudge here and there. But whoever said back rolls weren't in? ]

Then I see a picture of myself and I don't like what I see!! Do I really look like that in everyone else's eyes? My heart sinks and at that moment I am determined to loose weight! But then a week into it, my will power goes out the window :( I wish that feeling would stay until I reached my goal.

So when is enough, actually enough?

~Because lets face it, What do I have to loose? Nothing! That's my mindset right now.  I have nothing to loose, and everything to gain...Except that is backwards! You know what I mean ;)